wherever you go, there you are

I'M gonna play this game thing vina started cause I LUUUUUUFFF IIIIIT

1. I tend to be more closer with the, i guess you can say "less righteous" folks. I guess I do it because I hate those "self righteous" wannabes who ignore the fact they have faults as well and so they ignore the "less righteous". hehe

2. there's 3 of you 9 that I trust, but don't take offense because I have the HARDEST time with trusting people. Give me time.

3. I can't believe I became friends with Newman, to this day I can't believe I actually talked to her. Truth be told I didn't even notice her until I saw her name...then I was thrilled

4. I really do like all kinds of music, even that hard core rock, old classics, country, instrumental solos, etc. I'm very open-minded when I choose to be, and very ignorant by accident

5. I really don't know anymore if I'm gonna marry a whiteboy or a honkypoly LOL cause honestly I care too much about losing my culture :) God is playing with my mind, watch me marry a black guy, AND I HATE BLACK GUYS. nothing racist, i just hate their sexual comments, the perverts

6. My mom and I don't get along. She's overbearingly negative about everything and she only sits and waits for me to mess up without a warning. I love her but I don't at the same time. But my mom is a workaholic, and to that I'm very grateful for her.

7. I love you girls all the same. If any of you think I put Chae above you, and if it seems that way, its only because I feel like none of you guys are even making an effort to comfort her. And we need to all be there for each other.

8. I'm sorry to say this, but I'm whitewashed. At least I believe so, and I miss hanging out with my kind. Its the fact that white people don't joke the same way as polys do, most of the time polys don't even laugh at the same things whites do, and I'm a deeply cultured person and some things yall do i just don't agree with. hehehe

9. I keep a good updated journal. I sound like a boy- crazy person in it but that's only cause I'm extremely uncomfortable and untrusting about talking of guys I like. I talk about the latest news, the government, the family, my crushes, my day and the people in it, and sometimes I even write advice to my future readers

10. I'm driving without a license now, I still hate it. I'm good actually, and I'm not scared ( only cautious)

11. Since I've been in America " I've never seen so many buttcracks in my life", as my sister says. So Americans need to pull their panties up. I've never known such things as atheist, pornography, estasy, and laws. Cause no one in the islands has problems with living within the law. So much bad things in life I never knew, I wish i never knew.

12. I love cleaning, I just hate cleaning my own house. I'm very good with babies, I can make them sleep within minutes (I have the touch). I like to think one day I'll adopt a baby of my own before I get married ( he/she can help me point out those judging jerks)

13. My whole life I've only had three friends that were girls, all others were guys. I was rough and energetic about life and the girls were into showing off and sitting properly. So i played rugby, literally got my hands dirty at times, and I even played a war game with the guys and we used BBguns. :) I was a tomboy and I never noticed it til now. Funny thing is, those old guy friends I once knew are hitting on me. Weird

I miss you all. I'm so excited for the christmas exhanges. I have a brilliant idea that has something to do with doing something every 3 years. I miss the laughs, and the glances at each other when Jacob steps up to the table, and me and Nicoe messing around in lab, me and brooke figuring out stuff with her indecisive self, and sinny keeping me up to date with every juicy gossip and etc, and just all a yall

Peta